A happening... a decision

One school day... during CL Class...

The teacher asked the students to close their eyes and relax. Almost all of the students thought "Another meditation stuff... pif..." what they didn't know is that it was something more....

"Imagine that you are a bed-ridden patient, lying in a bed... waiting for your time..." the CL teacher said. "The doctor tells you that you only have 2 hours and a Half to live who are the 4 people that you would like to see and talk to before you die?" He continues...

One student in particular named Melvin picked the 4 most important people in his life besides God. "Mom, Dad, Elle, Min" and he imagined them at first he thought everything was ok... but he was slowly swept by the tide of emotions while telling to each one of them in his mind his parting words.

"Only an hour left to live.... says the doctor to you... choose the 2 people you want to speak and talk too..." The CL Teachers says calmly... background music plays and it slowly affects Melvin... and some other people in the class.

"Elle, Min..." Said Melvin to his mind... and talked to them silently. Unknowingly tears brimmed his eyes... chocking it back... his head felt light and he felt as if he were really in the scene... he was not acting. His emotions carried him and words poured out of his mind... into what seemed to be real.

"Half an hour... just one person.... who?" Said the Teacher softly...

"Who? Both are close to my heart and very important to me... both......" Melvin thought sweat was slowly beading in his head in small amounts... he didn't know who... but his heart took over... and whispered a name.... "Min.................." and Melvin was so shocked.... his bestfriend since he was in pre-school. Since he was 3 years old.... he again imagined everything he wanted to tell her. Every last thing... tears burned his skin.... as he taught... explained.... imagined something that felt so real.

"Only 5 minuites to live... give that person a gift he/she won't forget and will bring wherever she is... what she is doing and whatever happens..." Said the Teacher calmly and pacing softly... like the silent beat of death creeping... and drawing near.

"What if I kissed her? That is rude you silly little boy!!!!...." Melvin thought hard... concentrated for it was so hard then.... "Knowing her since I was young.... I will give her the gift of spending my time with her... the good memories...." It was too long and just one.... so he confessed and surrendered to his feelings.... "Min... I will always love and ever will." The gift of love... his love to her that he once confessed he thought was gone but was always there. And forever remained not as friends or sister and brothers as she said.

But now he confessed "All this times I want to be by your side. Wipe the tears away from your eyes as you cry. Hold you close and drive away your fears. You walk in the rain... in fear that someone will see you cry and that someone will see your fears and weaknesses in life. You are not alone... I am here and I will hold your hand and never let go of you. That is how much I care for you... and as slang words put it... how much I give a damn about you... you mean so much to me... you just don't know how much." Until Melvin couldn't say anymore words and just hugged her in her mind and somehow let her feel his emotions and he let his emotions flow... he was almost to the point of crying.... as sadness and loss racked him... care... love... and everything. Every bit of kept and hidden thought in his mind and heart and even his very soul he opened them all... confessed and surrendered.... told everything... felt emotions flow through him....

"5 Seconds what shall you want to tell him/her your last word or phrase... tell that person now..." Said the CL Teacher... silently...

"Min... I will always love you... even though you never believed much that I do love you..." Melvin actually felt himself being pulled away lightly back to his body... he felt the tears....

"As you slowly close your eyes look at the person... what is his/her expression? What does she/he feel?" Said the CL Teacher...

Min was crying... really crying... smiling and crying... for reasons she only knows... and Melvin thought... "I always hoped of marrying you even though we are still young... I think of this... you are the perfect wife... not for me but for any man. I can see my wife... she is so beautiful... except that she has tears on her face... don't cry... I am always here... I will always love you... my first love and always the one I shall love till after the end.... Min........."

Melvin felt himself slide back to his body... he was very sad... calm... for he confessed the only part of his life he denied and tried to hide.... his feelings for his bestfriend Min.

"Inhale and exhale.... breath in and breath out.... feel the air coming in and out of you... now as you slowly feel that breathe and air or wind.... slowly.... slowly open your eyes and write the 4 people you picked. Then crumple the 2 you didn't choose.... then crumple the one you didn't pick... then with the one you picked... write that person's name on top it could be in codes or something.... and below it... on the space below it write your gift for him/her or to him/her and below that write what you last said to him/her."

Melvin did it all over again... the emotions and memory fresh in his mind and heart.... and his soul. He couldn't stop the tears... they never flowed or fell... but in him... he was weeping and was happy at the same time... for he now confessed and surrendered to his feelings and stopped denying.... he loves Min with all his heart.... and is wishing that she is reading this entry of his....

Hope you are reading this...

Same title and same entry from my blog at Friendster ^^ feel free to check it out guys and gals.


It all started one day... with a simple text message out of the blue. Who knows where it will lead? Is it destiny or pure coincidence?


Sanji, a normal Senior High School Student met a woman during his 3rd Year summer vacation. Her name was Hitokiri Myeshi. One night while Sanji was with his friends in a Reunion of a Club, someone texted him. He looked at the number and wondered, Is someone playing a prank at me here? hmm..., Sanji continued talking to the girl throughout the night. He thought the girl was funny, mysterious, a nice person and a very good at making conversations happy not boring unlike the other girls he met.

Soon their texting reached chatting, Friendster™ and their texting stopped but were able to communicate through chat but it all went silent for Miyaki was seldom online but Sanji didn't blame her but missed her and the way she made him laugh and how they both laughed. Sanji, continued to meet a lot of girls but whenever he remembers Hitokiri he smiles and sometimes laughs alone.

After 2 months of silence... they both start talking again when Sanji sent a Group Message through his Yahoo! Messgenger™. And to his surprise Myeshi was one of the few people who responded. He clicked the "Reply" button and was surprised to see her online. Sanji and Miyaki chatted for a long time. Miyaki, comforting him and soothing his pains and really cared for him. Then after 2 months of sadness, pain and grief; Sanji smiled and laughed a lot again thanks to Miyaki. Throughout the summer nights and days Sanji always remembered his and Miyaki's chats during days or afternoons or even night times.

They kept on laughing and Sanji had a problem... he is usually corny at trying to make people laugh. So he tried his corny side at Miyaki and to his surprise left Miyaki laughing and laughing.
So the days went on... Sanji was normal... outside but inside he was afraid. For he liked Miyaki more each day... the way she made him laugh... the way she cares for him... the way she makes his fears go away and help him in solving his problems. One day he confessed that he likes her... a lot. She was speechless but all went well... but she was seldom online. Sanji thought that she was really busy and that was alright. He kept on sending messages... but a small knot in his heart fears that she is either insecure or something else. But he continues to say everything is alright heh... I know it is.

Summer is Over! Autumn is Here~!! ^_^

The Season of Summer is ending... well there are still remnants ^^ Like remembering what happened 2 or 3 months back by sitting inside Starbucks, Seattles Best or Coffee Bean and drinking cool and refreshing Mocha Fraps or Vanilas eh? Grabbing some burgers... or eating in Restaurants... watching people pass by and like them passing by... so does memories pass by =) Hmm... what do I cherish in my memories the most? hmm... strange... nevermind my memories for the moment heh... Some of you may curse the Month of June... coz it is the start of another school year. Assignments, projects and every mix that would make your mouth drool... in wonder? Yes in wonder whether you are still sane. Joking!! Heheh... but hey... looking at the bright side we are gonna meet new people. New friends, new adventures and for those Romantics... (like me)... someone... heh... maybe the missing piece in your life. You might not just know it eh?

Autumn... the Season of Fall. A Fall... where everyone is tested... which marks change and a new beginning. And who knows a lot of surprises? ^^ Since it is a little cold... hot chocolate? a little beer to remove the chill? :P jowkz... just kidding ^^ Phew* I am getting hungry as I type mah entry... mom is cooking lunch... oh dear... I am not hungry... just starving XD Mah stomach is churning heh...

Simple words that make me smile

Words that give me a tickle

Corny or not and crazy words and jokes

Sends me bent over roaring with laughter

I may be exagerating but not really

I am now hungry and waiting for my meal

My mouth is open but not drooling

Just waterfalls like Niagra Falls falling out ^^

I am corny and a little funny

Somehow normal but not that wierd

Just crazy but not retarded

^^

Have a happy day!!

Ala na ko masulat~!!

Wah! Ala na me maisip na maisulat sa blog kow.... T_T tama na muna English wakeke... Tagalog nmn. (Feeling teacher ba? ^_<) Anyweiz... hyper ko ngaun sobra... xenxa na kng magiging magulo entry kow ngaun sa blogz kow... wakeke... ala na me tlga maisip ok...

like they taught us in PETA "Wild Mind"

(".) -Anow yan? /hmm)

^_^ -*raises hand* ang Wild Mind ay pagsulat ng kahit ano na maiisip mow ^_<>

(".)- ah gets kow na!!!)

Here again....

Here again... sitting infront of my computer. With no idea of what to right. Chatting with my friends sigh* am gonna miss them when school comes again. Not that I don't have friends at school... I am practically closer with my friends outside school. Wakkee.... listening and chilling out with music here.... praying that some miraculous idea to catch readers attention. I am planning on watching X Men III later they say the movie is really nice. If I wait for it at Video City™ it is gonna take me months... before I can borrow it... /swt so might as well take this chance eh? *winks* weather is getting very and really strange down here. It rained hard last night and loud thunders *shivers* enough to scare me. Why? coz` my monitor exploded due to Lightning once... power surge... sheesh... was horrible.

Life....

Life is a path... full of choices and decisions. Haii... buhay nga naman... kng kelan akala mo ok na lahat... *shakes head* sigh* Life is fun... full of colors and life. Life is once a blank canvas where you sketch and now you have to paint it. Give life itself and color to the painting you made. Time is short but life is not, it is up to you how to make your life happy. How to make it filled with color and.... heh... Life~!! ^_<>

"What some may see is we only have now, but we also have what was and what shall."

Phew... at last! May nasulat din me... wahehe... thanks for reading peepz~!!

A poem made~† A hot day >.<

Hehe... I couldn't think of anything to post. So as the title describes it a poem. ^_^ Well... as usual about star gazing. Dunnow why I am so hooked about it. Sigh* maybe because of someone of the past? Nah... kinda depressed right now.... very... and a little sick and weak. Well... another hot day it is. It is the first day of June so I thought to make a good impression by posting something here in mah blog ^^ Even though it is soooo hot that I didn't have much of a "good night sleep". But looking on the bright side I got even a little sleep. I called sometime to Jen, a very close friend of mine from school. ^^ So inspired when I saw her blog that I forgot to read her entries. Sorry bout that Jen!!!! =( But I read your entries too though ^^ saw my name on it actually >.<>

As I look into the Skies…
By: Vientiane Pajo

My gaze I cast far off to the sea of stars
Like a feather to the celestial skies I drift
Slowly I drift to a world my own deep in silence
Memories and thoughts past and flash like shooting stars
Yet my heart has its own questions and own world.

In silence I wonder amongst the myriad of people
Lulled and drift to the stars in their own silence
Like me are you watching the enthralling skies?
And what thoughts cross your mind and what memories?
But my heart beats whenever I wonder am I in your thoughts?
If I am in a special place in your heart as you gaze in the skies?

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Made on the night before the Meteor Shower…
April 21, 2006

You who inspired everything in me
You who have shown me the difference from truth and lie
You whom my heart finds comfort
This is the truth I pray you may accept…

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