~Ætheriality... am back~!!

How could you get over with someone you loved so much? Sigh* Even though she hurts your feelings almost everyday? Curses you in such a way like a dagger in your heart? For just a shallow reason she calls you names "tanga, gago, asa, etc." and gets mad at you when you didn't give her the thing she likes. I tried to deny so many times that I got over her. Now I am listening to one of the songs we both like while I am typing this. The Song in the Anime "Chronicle of the Wings" sang by Sakamoto Maaya (I guess... sigh*)

You could say I am in senti mode... for what? Almost 4 months exactly... *shakes head*... do you guys believe in signs from God? You see something unexpected and this feeling keeps on nagging at you and one person pops in your mind. And you try to say "nah... pure coincidence that it is a Sign." yet in your heart you know it is true? One and a half week after our biggest fight those signs came almost everyday. Through signboards, what people say, TV Shows, songs especially... and would you believe in dreams and in the very clouds? I like someone else... but there is this feeling that keeps on nagging at me... "are you sure you don't love her anymore?"... it is just sooo hard.

There are times I am so pissed of at her and times I am filled with guilt and want to beg at her knees.... *shakes head* I don't know anymore....

But I do know this... there is always hope. You just need to believe and have faith. I am not such a fan of that "to see is to believe". For I trust someone wholly even if I haven't met that person. And if that person has earned my trust.

Off Topic: I will try to get a Chatter Box for my blog. ^_<